Veritism

I know not many people (or even none, if the case may be) will particularly care about me having a short hiatus of sorts, but if anyone wanted to know the reason, well, here it is. (And also, I just want to vent. Online is a good place to vent, if you're careful about what you say and/or can deal with rude anonymous people.) I'm not gonna go into too much detail; no names will be mentioned, and the specifics on what I was meant to be doing will be omitted as well. This is for the safety of these people, and for me as well. I have a severe form of societal anxiety, which makes me unable to speak or even move in certain situations. Situations

Yesterday, I went to go on the computer and browse Tumblr for a while. I put my drawing tablet and pen to the side so it wouldn't be in my way. Then, after going through a bat art blog for a while, I felt the urge to draw. I grabbed my tablet, but the pen was gone... So, I haven't been able to draw anything since then, and I'm starting to get withdrawals. I NEED MY ART. ART IS THE VERY AIR I BREATHE. Now that I've gotten that off my chest I feel a lot better. I'll probably find my pen just after I post this anyway, because the universe likes to screw me over sometimes. A lot of the time. My cat is clawing my legs, so I'd better go pet him